Viper 2012-06-05 20:15:29

yeah you're right...but she would be such an awesome girlfriend D:

but at the moment im still waiting on a reply to a PM from her from yesterday
then i sent her another PM that would lead up to me asking her out but i still haven't gotten a reply from either yet so im pretty much just waiting right now ._.

Viper 2012-06-05 20:34:17

dude i sent that last PM 19 hours ago...
im getting really nervous...and i dont know why
i need to find a way to calm myself down or something
my heart is practically beating out of my chest and i keep checking my inbox to see if i have any new PMs in there like every 10 seconds

Viper 2012-06-05 20:40:05

im just really nervous dude
i REALLY REALLY like her D:
im probably sounding a tad stupid and like someone a bit younger than myself or something xD

im just fearing she'll reject me and things will get awkward when i talk to her though...

Viper 2012-06-05 20:43:44

seriously i was sitting for a good half hour with a PM typed out for her and i was debating on whether or not to send it

Viper 2012-06-05 20:55:13

okay...

oh and its actually really nothing
its just me telling her i had a question i needed to ask her
(the question i needed to ask her was about me asking her out but i didn't say what the question was about...)

Viper 2012-06-05 20:58:42

well...do you think im being a bit too nervous about all of this?

Viper 2012-06-05 21:01:34

well shes been pretty much the only thing on my mind for the past few weeks...

Viper 2012-06-05 21:06:19

well im trying to relax
but at the moment the main thing thats making me nervous is that she might have seen it and just didn't want to reply to it...

Viper 2012-06-05 21:09:23

i know but its the thought she might have known what i wanted to ask her, and made her want to not reply to it thats causing me to be nervous about that

Viper 2012-06-05 21:15:59

i know D:

and i can't find anything to calm myself down enough to stop being paranoid
(granted Paranoid is a good song...)

Viper 2012-06-05 21:33:24

okay...i'll trust you ._.

can you see why im nervous though?

Viper 2012-06-05 21:42:04

aaaaaand i just got a PM
NOW im nervous

Viper 2012-06-05 23:05:18

oh i forgot to say something on here
she was asking if i was going to ask a question about her cousin and i said no and that it was about something else, and when she replies to that im going to ask her.

Viper 2012-06-06 12:21:32

and she just now replied ._.
looks like im asking TODAY!

but she has to go to a graduation party for a friend of hers so i dont know when she'll be back...

Viper 2012-06-06 13:19:25

i am! and she could come back at any time too so in a way im prepared to ask her but as i dont have the slightest idea when shes coming back...its making me REALLY nervous

but its happening TODAY! i am asking her TODAY!

Viper 2012-06-06 13:29:16

trying to convince myself im going to ask her?
or trying to convince myself that im nervous? (that makes no sense ._.)

Viper 2012-06-06 13:32:59

ah okay dont worry i will
i just need to get my confidence up enough by the time she comes back xD
and stop beings so fucking nervous!

Viper 2012-06-06 13:39:51

...i dont do yoga ._.
i dont think i CAN do yoga xD

and lets put it this way
um...i technically already DID do something to calm myself down a bit
its why i didn't say anything to your one response for like an hour
dont think about it too much ._.

Viper 2012-06-06 13:44:41

well you have it now ._.

so now you can be scarred for awhile...

Viper 2012-06-06 13:47:53

and i dont think anyone wants that visual either xD